Sandra wondered again about her daughter. Would she give it up at the end of summer or would she want to be in diapers for the rest of her life. Sandra had to admit she wasn’t sure.
” so ” Sandra spoke breaking the silence. ” has the summer been all you hoped it would be? ”
” what do you mean? ”
” well have you enjoyed being a baby again?”
Lizzy looked at her mother. ” its been OK i guess. ”
” just OK?”
” well its kinda boring ”
” i see. well i can see that. After all you are a teenager on some level. Still this is what you wanted.”
” i know Mother. ”

a silence fell over the car. Both of them thinking about the situation. Lizzy started to think about being a baby full time. true she was enjoying everything, but it was no longer fun. it had become very mundane. It felt like the joy was gone. Lizzy wondered how she would feel in a month. She wanted to go back to school. She liked school. Still she liked being a baby as well. She wondered if she could somehow have both. Still that was a month from now. Till then she was a baby full time. Lizzy sighed as she felt her bladder give way. Wetting her diapers was getting easier. Possibly to easy Lizzy thought. She began to wonder if she was loosing control. A thought that scared her. After all she did not want diapers to be something other than a choice.
Sandra listened to her heart beat as she drove. The call to her mother about Lizzy’s choice was deep in her mind. She had tried to explain it but somehow she got the feeling that her mother did not get it. Either way they would find out at the end of the road trip. Sandra sat in the silence and wondered what her daughter was thinking. Was she worried about being a baby in front of everyone. It did not really matter as Sandra was determined to keep her daughter as a baby till summers end in hopes of breaking her of the idea for the rest of her life. She also thought about what Hariot had said when they had dinner. Was it really about making Lizzy OK with who she is?
As this thought nagged at her Sandra began to since something she had not sensed in years. It had been a long time since Sandra had been able to since when she needed to change Lizzy. The since had been coming back during the past month. Spotting a rest area Sandra pulled the minivan over into a secluded spot.
” what’s going on? ” Lizzy asked as the car was parked.
” You need to be changed. ” Sandra responded.
” How did you know? ”
” A mother always know when her baby needs to be changed. ”
Soon Lizzy was laying down in the middle seat of the mini van and her diaper was changed.
As soon as she was back in her seat, Sandra looked at her with a straight face. ” Are you hungry?” She asked her daughter. ” Not really. More thirsty. ” came the answer.
Sandra reached into the diaper bag and pulled out a empty bottle and a can of formula. In a couple of seconds, Sandra handed her somewhat surprised daughter a bottle full of formula and simply said. ” drink up. ”
With that Sandra climbed into the front seat and pulled out of the rest area and they were on there way again to grandma’s house. The rest of the trip went by uneventful. They did stop for lunch at a McDonald’s and soon they arrived at Grandma’s House. One thing bothered Lizzy as the pulled up. She had to poop really badly. She hoped to hold it for as long as possible. Why she was not sure. As they approached the door to the house Lizzy felt her bladder give way as she soaked her diaper. Grandma opened the door and with a big hug greeted each of them. As she hugged Lizzy the concentration Lizzy had loosened and Lizzy proceeded to poop into her diaper.